dispatch from a galaxy far far away

so.... this is what people take drugs for...

i've been soooooo out of it for the last two days.... which seems like a week or something.... it's very blank.... i'm not worried about anything.... don't care much about anything either..... it all seems pretty easy.... there's job applications, hospital bills, getting ready for the possible move.... I'm not doing any of it and don't really care.... I've felt very isolated too, in a bubble.... it's an effort to listen to what people say, more of an effort to respond.... very far away.

i can see how people would want to stay here.... also how it would fuck up your life.... i kinda don't want to come back to life/reality and deal with everything............ and there's no "but" ...... i just want to keep floating................

Loopy is currently having a conversation with the mitten she's knitting. In fact, it's sort of an argument; apparently the mitten does not wish to have a lining knitted into it, but Loopy thinks that a lining would be a good idea.

I think I better try to get it together before too much longer.