hmmmmmmmmm.......: melt

hmmmmmmmmm.......: melt

Monday, March 12, 2007

melt

springy coupla days here... muddy, drippy. lake's still frozen but water on top of the ice. i try to be cranky about the mud the dogs track in, but it's hard to be cranky about spring. saw two cranes today and a lot of red-wing blackbirds... wow. it'll be cold again, but, we're on the way...

OLIF (therapist) said today: "You really, really want to move to Chicago and get a job there... and I think this time you might actually give yourself what you want."

I had to ponder that for a while. There's a lot there... how things have worked in the past... haven't allowed myself to get what I want... hmmmm.

1 comment:

goblinbox said...: I figure it's either don't be cranky about the mud the dogs track in, or rouse oneself to towel off their feet whenever they come in.

Guess which approach wins?; 4:17 PM, April 19, 2007

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*The quote in the top bar is from Chögyam Trungpa Rinpoche, whom I tend to view with some suspcion as a person (great teacher or charismatic cult leader? I'm not sure!), but whose teachings I often find useful nonetheless... here is a further elaboration:

The sense of trust is that, when you apply your inquisitiveness, when you look into a situation, you know that you will get a definite response.

If you take steps to accomplish something, that action will have a result--either failure or success. When you shoot your arrow, either it will hit the target or it will miss. Trust is knowing that there will be a message.

When you trust in those messages, the reflections of the phenomenal world, the world begins to seem like a bank, or reservoir, of richness. You feel that you are living in a rich world, one that never runs out of messages....

You trust, not in success, but in reality.... [W]hatever the result that comes from your action, that result is not an end in itself. You can always go beyond the result; it is the seed for a further journey.

And,

Often, when someone tells us we should be fearless, we think they're saying not to worry, that everything is going to be all right. But unconditional fearlessness is simply based on being awake....

[F]earlessness is unconditional because you are neither on the side of success or failure. Success and failure are your journey.