hmmmmmmmmm.......: oh yeah, that felt good

hmmmmmmmmm.......: oh yeah, that felt good

Wednesday, January 26, 2005

oh yeah, that felt good

i just woke up. and only because the phone rang. it feels like it's about 10 am, but in fact i slept for fourteen hours straight.

after weeks of getting 2, 3, 4 hours of sleep a night...and nervous, anxiety-dream-filled sleep at that.... not only have i slept deeply for a nice long time, but i feel like i've slept away all those bad dreams and the new day is not only refreshed but somehow clean.

now i have to go clean the house and the car, which, after all that insanity, are definitely in need of a similar transformation.

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*The quote in the top bar is from Chögyam Trungpa Rinpoche, whom I tend to view with some suspcion as a person (great teacher or charismatic cult leader? I'm not sure!), but whose teachings I often find useful nonetheless... here is a further elaboration:

The sense of trust is that, when you apply your inquisitiveness, when you look into a situation, you know that you will get a definite response.

If you take steps to accomplish something, that action will have a result--either failure or success. When you shoot your arrow, either it will hit the target or it will miss. Trust is knowing that there will be a message.

When you trust in those messages, the reflections of the phenomenal world, the world begins to seem like a bank, or reservoir, of richness. You feel that you are living in a rich world, one that never runs out of messages....

You trust, not in success, but in reality.... [W]hatever the result that comes from your action, that result is not an end in itself. You can always go beyond the result; it is the seed for a further journey.

And,

Often, when someone tells us we should be fearless, we think they're saying not to worry, that everything is going to be all right. But unconditional fearlessness is simply based on being awake....

[F]earlessness is unconditional because you are neither on the side of success or failure. Success and failure are your journey.