it ain't over yet

so i'm STILL GRADING!!! aaagh.

of all the parts of my brain that don't function well, the one that estimates time required to complete a task, and plans accordingly, is the one I most wish I could magically fix.

why did I think, at 3:45 pm, that I could somehow grade 45 essay exams and 30 projects in the next, oh, 90 minutes?

i'm going to die, i literally am not going to make it.

i don't think i can become a teacher after all, there's too much bureaucracy and deadlines and xeroxing.